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DoberWren
December 15, 2023
Woah! My heart needs a moment…
Where do I even start? Ames Mills is the queen of MM scenes or in this case MMMM scenes! While this may be her most smut filled story to date, despite the fast burn, the individual demons and trauma each MC dealt with took just as much center stage. I went from laughing to crying to almost throwing my phone to needing a panty change. What an intense ride! The plot itself could have easily been expanded into one of her signature duet lengths and I wished it had because I wanted to live in their world that much longer. Which really that was my only complaint, would like to have seen more mafia world development/interaction with their side mafia characters to balance the relationship dynamic concentration. Part of that maybe how much I’m used to the perfect balance of action-suspense/mystery-smut in her duets, where this felt very trimmed down and compact.
Speaking of smut, boy did Ames Mills cram in all the BDSM goodness into this one including a playroom, BDSM club, impact play, shibari, toys galore, including the all important safe words and aftercare. Hats off to how well the scenes were written, depicting how a healthy Dom/Sub relationship looks.
Regarding the character’s demons and trauma, please take the trigger warnings seriously for this book. While they all have different challenges they faced. As someone with both a parent and sibling each suffering from varying degrees of schizoaffective disorder (bipolar type) and alcoholism this book, Blaze’s journey especially,…